The One

Just dedicating this song to someone i just left today. I am DA when i met him but when we got closer i became FA. I think he is FA as well but i am not sure anymore. Just celebrated 4 yrs of knowing him since June 2014.
I will write more when everything settles down. He introduced me to the artist a week ago. I heard the song by chance 6 hours ago, just an hour before i decided i needed to leave or suffer the pain of an activated attachment system again. He has ghosted me last December.

THE ONE/Jorja Smith
Never had to walk for love
Don't need you to show me how
Don't want to be falling in
When I'm falling out
Didn't think I'd give for love
Every time I hold it back
Now there's lust in my head
I'm tryna find who I am
There's choosers, there's takers
There's beggin', heartbreakers
I don't wanna be that way
You will never hear me say
Come hold me, console me
When really I'm lonely
Even if I feel this way
I don't wanna feel this way
When I
Need someone
I don't wanna need no one
I'm not tryna let you in
Even if I fall, don't worry
Never had to wait for love
Always thought it'd come around
You come for me
But I'm nowhere to be found
Consolations with conversations
I don't need right now
I'm afraid that these relations
Are goin' to be tied out
There's choosers, there's takers
There's beggin', heartbreakers
I don't wanna be that way
I dont' wanna feel this way
When I
Need someone
I don't wanna need no one
I'm not tryna let you in
Even if I fall, don't worry
I don't wanna feel this way
When I
Need someone
I don't wanna need no one
I'm not tryna let you in
Even if I fall, don't worry