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Post by Deleted on Oct 19, 2018 13:23:32 GMT
Juniper, I am so sorry to see you deleted your account. I know that you are going through a lot right now and probably need the space to recharge or perhaps you no longer need this forum. I just wanted to say you are very missed and hopefully we will see you again. Take good care of yourself.
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Post by epicgum on Oct 19, 2018 19:45:36 GMT
Same!
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Oct 20, 2018 1:05:49 GMT
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Post by camper78 on Oct 20, 2018 1:05:49 GMT
Me too. I hope you come back juniper, I really miss your wisdom and straight talk. But more importantly I hope you are well and taking good care. -Camper78
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Oct 20, 2018 4:03:25 GMT
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Post by stayhappy on Oct 20, 2018 4:03:25 GMT
Me too!
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Oct 20, 2018 8:59:29 GMT
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Post by lilyg on Oct 20, 2018 8:59:29 GMT
Juni I Hope you're feeling better π
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Post by Deleted on Oct 20, 2018 10:40:10 GMT
Your in my thoughts Juni, the wisdom and straight talk you brought to the forum will be sorely missed. Hopefully we will speak again one day, take care my friend X
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Post by Deleted on Oct 22, 2018 18:53:38 GMT
thank you all so much for these kind words. i've been away and going through grief, also some major changes i have some sad news and some good news, i'll be back soon to share what i've experienced , what ive learned, and what i'm working on. still so thankful for the recovery and support i have gained here and i am back for more, to give and receive, and i thank you all. πΈπΈπΈ i'll be posting again soon, still recovering from the loss of my friend. this knocked the wind out of me.
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Post by kristyrose on Oct 22, 2018 18:59:34 GMT
So glad you are back and so sorry you are in mourning- Sending you so much light and love...
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Post by lilyg on Oct 22, 2018 18:59:40 GMT
thank you all so much for these kind words. i've been away and going through grief, also some major changes i have some sad news and some good news, i'll be back soon to share what i've experienced , what ive learned, and what i'm working on. still so thankful for the recovery and support i have gained here and i am back for more, to give and receive, and i thank you all. πΈπΈπΈ i'll be posting again soon, still recovering from the loss of my friend. this knocked the wind out of me. πππ You're amazing.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 22, 2018 19:11:53 GMT
thank you all so much for these kind words. i've been away and going through grief, also some major changes i have some sad news and some good news, i'll be back soon to share what i've experienced , what ive learned, and what i'm working on. still so thankful for the recovery and support i have gained here and i am back for more, to give and receive, and i thank you all. πΈπΈπΈ i'll be posting again soon, still recovering from the loss of my friend. this knocked the wind out of me. This is about you now Juni, your always there for others but take all the time you need to get better for you. Know that you are very loved and very appreciated for all you give to this forum. Wish I could give you a real hug, but a big cyber hug to you my friend Xx
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Post by Deleted on Oct 22, 2018 20:30:50 GMT
i'm really touched by all that you guys have said here. thank you. i have had very strong and beautiful support. i had to stop, stop doing. i have been grieving, and while i haven't felt overwhelmed emotionally, just gut wrenchingly sad, physically i completely hit a wall. the culmination of many months of traumatic situations and loss. i have someone who has been taking care of me, like i've taken care of those i love, and it's been tremendously healing and welcome. i've never been nurtured quite like the way i am being nurtured now, by a friend who is secure/anxious... and i am seeing the beauty of the balance between the anxious who reaches out and the dismissive who reaches inward. i've not had healthy relating in the past with anxiously inclined individuals, but when there is a level of health involved on both sides it's really beautiful and refreshing to me.
so i'm learning more as i grow, learning how to bridge the gap a little in personal mixed-style relationship.
it's pretty nifty, but shows me the work i still have to do, and also shows me my heart wants to keep on doing it.
new level.
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Post by lilyg on Oct 22, 2018 20:45:01 GMT
i'm really touched by all that you guys have said here. thank you. i have had very strong and beautiful support. i had to stop, stop doing. i have been grieving, and while i haven't felt overwhelmed emotionally, just gut wrenchingly sad, physically i completely hit a wall. the culmination of many months of traumatic situations and loss. i have someone who has been taking care of me, like i've taken care of those i love, and it's been tremendously healing and welcome. i've never been nurtured quite like the way i am being nurtured now, by a friend who is secure/anxious... and i am seeing the beauty of the balance between the anxious who reaches out and the dismissive who reaches inward. i've not had healthy relating in the past with anxiously inclined individuals, but when there is a level of health involved on both sides it's really beautiful and refreshing to me. so i'm learning more as i grow, learning how to bridge the gap a little in personal mixed-style relationship. it's pretty nifty, but shows me the work i still have to do, and also shows me my heart wants to keep on doing it. new level. Juniper, I'm truly sorry for your loss again. I'm very confident you'll take all the best this painful situation will give you. You're showing strength while also being open. That is impressive!
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Post by 8675309 on Oct 22, 2018 21:06:09 GMT
Sorry for you loss Juniper.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 22, 2018 21:51:08 GMT
juniper, welcome back! I'm sending you internet hugs.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 22, 2018 22:18:24 GMT
Sorry for you loss Juniper. thank you πΈ
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