Dumped by a medium level DA. Nov 9, 2020 23:39:31 GMT
Post by dullboat123 on Nov 9, 2020 23:39:31 GMT
I had a good think ever since June when we broke up. I chose her because she is physically very appealing to me. Also, I went through 16 years of narcissistic abuse and yes I do recognised a little bit of narcissism in my DA ex but it is never as bad as my ex wife.
Perhaps my pain has been normalised and thus it doesn't seem to feel as bad as my ex wife. My DA ex was hot and cold so I was addicted to the hot side thinking I can put up with the cold side. Also, since the issues are always my fault, I really believed that and worked so hard to improve myself thinking that she will stay with me. In the end it is all futile.....I am hurting so much now even when everyone of you confirmed that she is not good for me.