Post by jules on Aug 9, 2019 23:43:30 GMT
Today he intentionally attempted to make me jealous by saying someone was hitting on him, and its hard to explain but he tied it up with one of our personal jokes. Then he told me he gets hit on all the time, "we both do" when I said I did not understand why he was telling me this. All I focused on initially was the being hit on whereas he was trying to bring focus to the warm hearted inside joke and I missed the point I guess. Say whaaa
Some times I think he tells tall tales.
I feel like in this instance, he's trying to get me jealous. I point blank asked if he was needing attention. I didn't mention that I don't do jealous. I let my actions speak there for sure. If anyone starts seeking options, I opt out.
He said he did not need attention (certainly, in fact, lol) and apologized for sharing (in a very non snarky way, he plays odd but he always plays very verbally fair) I told him he need not be sorry, he can share anything good/bad/indiffdrent...life. Guess I missed the point. I think the point was hes desireable. Don't forget it Jules!! Perhaps I am wrong. Dunno.
I double texted (I never do that, but hey, yolo) a benign message a couple hours later and he has yet to respond. Which I am neither perturbed nor upset by. I could use the space from everyone to be honest. A lot going on, mostly good stuff, but a lot and I am ill suddenly, poor timing. C'est la vie!
I need rest and focus and time to myself to heal and take care of things.
I still don't understand why he was intentionally telling me he was hit on. I never really mention others interest in me. Any ideas?
Jules
Some times I think he tells tall tales.
I feel like in this instance, he's trying to get me jealous. I point blank asked if he was needing attention. I didn't mention that I don't do jealous. I let my actions speak there for sure. If anyone starts seeking options, I opt out.
He said he did not need attention (certainly, in fact, lol) and apologized for sharing (in a very non snarky way, he plays odd but he always plays very verbally fair) I told him he need not be sorry, he can share anything good/bad/indiffdrent...life. Guess I missed the point. I think the point was hes desireable. Don't forget it Jules!! Perhaps I am wrong. Dunno.
I double texted (I never do that, but hey, yolo) a benign message a couple hours later and he has yet to respond. Which I am neither perturbed nor upset by. I could use the space from everyone to be honest. A lot going on, mostly good stuff, but a lot and I am ill suddenly, poor timing. C'est la vie!
I need rest and focus and time to myself to heal and take care of things.
I still don't understand why he was intentionally telling me he was hit on. I never really mention others interest in me. Any ideas?
Jules