Post by nyc718 on Jan 27, 2020 19:18:05 GMT
I wanted to share some profound breakthroughs I have had with some energy healing.
I also posted in the Fearful Avoidant section because I had been dealing with an ex FA, so please forgive the repetitive postings.
I had done some inner child work with a hypnotherapist starting last September which had been absolutely incredible. I am going to say that I believe that anyone who has an insecure attachment style would greatly benefit from Inner Child healing work, as that is the core of most of the problems for insecures. I have done talk therapy for years, but hypnotherapy got me to a level that my therapist said she had been trying to get me to for years. Subconscious work is way deeper and for me, the key to important healing. The best analogy I can give is that talk therapy is like going to college to learn concepts, and deeper subconscious work is like going to an internship and applying those concepts in a real and practical way, the real learning, if you will.
But last week, I did a group Inner Child Healing Reiki workshop, and the results have been nothing short of phenomenal for me. The practitioner also practices Shamanic Reiki, which is what she used that evening on the group. We delved into the inner child as well, and though she didn't talk us down like the hypnotherapist does, we did go into a meditative state which to me was just about the same as the state the hypnotherapist did, on a subconscious level. We did a similar inner child interaction, but even deeper than I had done in the hypno session.
It's too much to write, but if you are interested, DM me and I will tell you more.
The first thing that I noticed after the session ( the entire session was 2.5 hours in total) was that I was beyond dehydrated. I drank all the free tea they gave and all the water I had, and I could have drank more. I read later that that is common after a reiki session because the energy in the body has been moved around, and the body is detoxing. Well, I couldn't drink enough water that night or the next day.
Also, the next morning when I woke up, I noticed a difference in me, like something had been lifted from me. I felt giddy after the session and it continued into the next morning.
Over the weekend, the effects of the session continued to take its work. The best word I can describe is that I feel LIBERATED. I feel FREE of all emotional ties to my ex, which was already diminishing, but I feel absolutely and entirely free of any kind of attachment to him. I still care about him, and it's hard to explain exactly what I'm feeling, but again, liberation is the word. For a while there when I woke up, I would still feel some heaviness regarding him and us, but that is gone. There is no lingering sadness or anxiety whatsover that normally would be there and would take more time to resolve. It's gone. I am amazed.
I used to scoff at things like energy healing, hypnosis, etc as hippy dippy nonsense, but I am telling you that it is real. I am a convert. Not only am I a convert, I feel like a junkie, I can't get enough! I am signed up for more sessions of reiki and I will do a Qi Gong cleansing that my friend went to, and she said it had an impact on her. She said that she's had a reoccurring dream her entire life, an unpleasant one, and all of a sudden that dream came out differently - it wasn't the gross dream she had always had, it changed into something positive. She was amazed.
I also read it's easy to overdo the energy healing in the excitement to get more benefits quickly because of how impactful it is, so I am pulling back in order to not overdo it, but I simply am so excited about the next workshop I am signed up for. I am not lying when I say that I had purposely set out for 2020 to be a year of change, and things are actually coming to me in my direction, as opposed to me seeking it out. I am in awe of this and very excited that the Universe/God is meeting me in these places. I had the MOST productive day yesterday than I have had in years. I feel like a new person, unencumbered by any of the pain of my past relationships, and I feel like I have really connected to my inner child in a real profound way that a lot of people need to in order to grow more full emotionally.
I hope this is helpful and inspiring to anyone who has been struggling with their relationships. I know that going forward, things are going to be very different. I am not the same person I was with these last several boyfriends. I know that whoever I meet going forward must be conscious and aware and working on themselves, no exceptions, and I am not afraid to be by myself until then. I will never again abandon my own needs and desires in order to make sure someone else who is not working on themselves is okay. I am my top priority and I can only accept someone else who is also their own top priority, and together perhaps we can be a good team.
I also posted in the Fearful Avoidant section because I had been dealing with an ex FA, so please forgive the repetitive postings.
I had done some inner child work with a hypnotherapist starting last September which had been absolutely incredible. I am going to say that I believe that anyone who has an insecure attachment style would greatly benefit from Inner Child healing work, as that is the core of most of the problems for insecures. I have done talk therapy for years, but hypnotherapy got me to a level that my therapist said she had been trying to get me to for years. Subconscious work is way deeper and for me, the key to important healing. The best analogy I can give is that talk therapy is like going to college to learn concepts, and deeper subconscious work is like going to an internship and applying those concepts in a real and practical way, the real learning, if you will.
But last week, I did a group Inner Child Healing Reiki workshop, and the results have been nothing short of phenomenal for me. The practitioner also practices Shamanic Reiki, which is what she used that evening on the group. We delved into the inner child as well, and though she didn't talk us down like the hypnotherapist does, we did go into a meditative state which to me was just about the same as the state the hypnotherapist did, on a subconscious level. We did a similar inner child interaction, but even deeper than I had done in the hypno session.
It's too much to write, but if you are interested, DM me and I will tell you more.
The first thing that I noticed after the session ( the entire session was 2.5 hours in total) was that I was beyond dehydrated. I drank all the free tea they gave and all the water I had, and I could have drank more. I read later that that is common after a reiki session because the energy in the body has been moved around, and the body is detoxing. Well, I couldn't drink enough water that night or the next day.
Also, the next morning when I woke up, I noticed a difference in me, like something had been lifted from me. I felt giddy after the session and it continued into the next morning.
Over the weekend, the effects of the session continued to take its work. The best word I can describe is that I feel LIBERATED. I feel FREE of all emotional ties to my ex, which was already diminishing, but I feel absolutely and entirely free of any kind of attachment to him. I still care about him, and it's hard to explain exactly what I'm feeling, but again, liberation is the word. For a while there when I woke up, I would still feel some heaviness regarding him and us, but that is gone. There is no lingering sadness or anxiety whatsover that normally would be there and would take more time to resolve. It's gone. I am amazed.
I used to scoff at things like energy healing, hypnosis, etc as hippy dippy nonsense, but I am telling you that it is real. I am a convert. Not only am I a convert, I feel like a junkie, I can't get enough! I am signed up for more sessions of reiki and I will do a Qi Gong cleansing that my friend went to, and she said it had an impact on her. She said that she's had a reoccurring dream her entire life, an unpleasant one, and all of a sudden that dream came out differently - it wasn't the gross dream she had always had, it changed into something positive. She was amazed.
I also read it's easy to overdo the energy healing in the excitement to get more benefits quickly because of how impactful it is, so I am pulling back in order to not overdo it, but I simply am so excited about the next workshop I am signed up for. I am not lying when I say that I had purposely set out for 2020 to be a year of change, and things are actually coming to me in my direction, as opposed to me seeking it out. I am in awe of this and very excited that the Universe/God is meeting me in these places. I had the MOST productive day yesterday than I have had in years. I feel like a new person, unencumbered by any of the pain of my past relationships, and I feel like I have really connected to my inner child in a real profound way that a lot of people need to in order to grow more full emotionally.
I hope this is helpful and inspiring to anyone who has been struggling with their relationships. I know that going forward, things are going to be very different. I am not the same person I was with these last several boyfriends. I know that whoever I meet going forward must be conscious and aware and working on themselves, no exceptions, and I am not afraid to be by myself until then. I will never again abandon my own needs and desires in order to make sure someone else who is not working on themselves is okay. I am my top priority and I can only accept someone else who is also their own top priority, and together perhaps we can be a good team.