Post by Me on Aug 18, 2020 0:34:12 GMT
Ive been planning on leaving my partner for a long time but i always had a reason to wait and now that i dont have any ive finally found a house to rent . Ive been approved and am going to view it tommorow ( applications were online first due to covid ).
Im having a huge amount of anxiety now its actually real and im so upset and thinking maybe i havent given thing enough of a chance or that im too sensitive and over reacting to my partners behaviour.
I think in my head that this is probably a healthy choice . He is very dismissive, i feel like at times even abusive and narcissistic. Its not healthy for my son and my partners son to be around all this tension between us but its so hard . I dont know if im going to be able to go through with it . Its like part of me wants to and part of me doesnt .
Im having a huge amount of anxiety now its actually real and im so upset and thinking maybe i havent given thing enough of a chance or that im too sensitive and over reacting to my partners behaviour.
I think in my head that this is probably a healthy choice . He is very dismissive, i feel like at times even abusive and narcissistic. Its not healthy for my son and my partners son to be around all this tension between us but its so hard . I dont know if im going to be able to go through with it . Its like part of me wants to and part of me doesnt .
