Post by Deleted on Jan 25, 2018 8:46:22 GMT
The guy I'm dating and I had about a month-long break where we both considered that things were totally done with us. We got talking again recently, and met up for the first time again a few days ago and where usually he'd only give me around 4/5 hours or so of his time in the evening, this particular day he actually met me in the day and spend a whole nearly 9 hours with me. It seemed a bit awkward, I guess? Not fully, but there's like this fearful vibe I think running under us where we feel like we've gotta "be" a certain way maybe. I think we were both hypersensitive anyway to the fact that we had recently essentially abandoned each other, so maybe that was something underneath it all too. At first, I thought he was DA, but the more I'm getting to know him, the more his lack of confidence in himself and his pickyness about "us" is starting to show its head.
Last night, something totally weird happened. A couple of times now at the end of a phone call, he drops a "truth bomb" and runs. So last night, we spoke on the phone for like an hour or maybe more, and suddenly, out of nowhere, he says "we need to disagree on something.... it's exhaustive. it's like someone saying 'i like sandwiches, yes i like them too' like we need to find something we disagree on. I'm sure we'll find something... I mean it's nice but..."
I just wasn't ready to hear that, so I sort of didn't know what to say but I tried to talk and he was like "yeah, it's late, so I'm going to go..."
Like... this guy man. I'm at a loss about what to even say... it seems like I'm just not enough.
A Dita Von Teese quote comes to mind: "you could be the ripest, juiciest peach in the world and there's still going to be people who don't like peaches"
Last night, something totally weird happened. A couple of times now at the end of a phone call, he drops a "truth bomb" and runs. So last night, we spoke on the phone for like an hour or maybe more, and suddenly, out of nowhere, he says "we need to disagree on something.... it's exhaustive. it's like someone saying 'i like sandwiches, yes i like them too' like we need to find something we disagree on. I'm sure we'll find something... I mean it's nice but..."
I just wasn't ready to hear that, so I sort of didn't know what to say but I tried to talk and he was like "yeah, it's late, so I'm going to go..."
Like... this guy man. I'm at a loss about what to even say... it seems like I'm just not enough.
A Dita Von Teese quote comes to mind: "you could be the ripest, juiciest peach in the world and there's still going to be people who don't like peaches"