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Post by Deleted on Feb 18, 2018 3:26:13 GMT
Not like i loved him, anyway. Not in the way i deserve to be loved. Not in a way that enhanced my life and made the good worth the bad.
And i don’t think that has anything AT All to do with me! He’s just another aching soul looking for his way, he isn’t God. (I am, see my title. 😂)
Goodness, he’s not my everything and he’s not the decider of my worth, or even my best qualities. I dare say he doesn’t know himself that well either.
I am not entitled to the “why” of it all, and to me, it doesn’t matter much. I could get every question answered and i bet i wouldn’t like the answers. I bet they wouldn’t make tomorrow any different than it will be without knowing.
i’ve been stacking up a lot of good days!
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Post by Deleted on Feb 18, 2018 5:09:25 GMT
That's awesome. I'm happy you are doing so well 😊
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Post by Deleted on Feb 18, 2018 5:20:12 GMT
That's awesome. I'm happy you are doing so well 😊 thank you mary. its been rough at times but more and more, i can appreciate what i learned there. and here. and i came to know my capacity for love, even if it wasn’t reciprocated like i wanted, like i really needed it to be. i’m ok! i feel like me again, but a new and improved version. this forum has helped a lot. thanks for being a good avoidant friend through the process mary 🙂
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