Saying Yes

One time, i was given an opportunity to learn a new skill, one which included risk and the potential for embarrassment and failure.  It also included the potential for success and overcoming.  I talked myself out of it, for a little while.  It seemed too daunting.   And then all of the sudden, a huge wave of inspiration and courage came over me and my heart screamed "Yes!"

I wanted to be done with fear.  I wanted to be done with being a spectator. I wanted to be done with the pride that viewed struggle as weakness.

I said yes.
my life really changed that day.
i changed.

very shortly after i undertook that new challenge, i walked out of the house i was afraid for my life in and i i never looked back.

Fast forward a few years and I found myself here.


I have worked through some deep stuff with your support.
I have offered the best i could in return and it was sincere.

It's time for me to move on and say yes to my next chapter.

My mother's health is declining rapidly. I have a new emotional challenge as i do everything i can to help her be safe, taken care of, and not alone.

I have a lot of peace and joy in my life, and it will help sustain me through the sorrow.

I need to turn my energy to the lives immediately around me.  I needed this time here so badly, i needed to focus on me.  My pain has subsided quite a bit and i am ready to turn my attention back to those who depend on me.

From the bottom of my heart, i thank everyone who challenged me, listened to me, tried to understand me, empathized with me, let me have my voice for my own inner work.  That's where I kept my focus and i am glad i said Yes to me and took on that challenge!

Big hugs to all, I have a lot on my plate but life is better because of the time i have spent here with you.

Thanks again everyone! This place has been a miracle for me.
Thank you Jeb Kinnison
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