Post by tnr9 on Apr 29, 2018 1:55:06 GMT
My ex Broke up with me 3 weeks ago because he couldn’t meet my needs and we both wanted very different things.y AP side kicked in and I wanted to transition into friendship almost immediately. I think since he was emotionally dependent on me too, we used to talk and text. He did say that he was moving on though and also shared with me he slept with someone. I still couldn’t let go and kept in touch. Two days ago he was traveling and I just didn’t hear from him at all and my AP monster took over and I sent so many embarrassing texts and called him even though he said he couldn’t talk and I did this for 2 days. On our last call he said that he could not stand my behaviour, hope our paths never cross again and never to get back in touch again.
I’m so ashamed and embarrassed for not being able to regulate my emotions in a healthy way and being so obsessive. I know he’s not the right partner for me, but I can’t stop thinking about all the mean things he said to me and how he really meant them.
Is there a way I can make this better? Will he ever see past this or am I mentally deleted from his brain forever?