Advice: My recent breakup
Jan 6, 2019 22:15:18 GMT
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Post by laura on Jan 6, 2019 22:15:18 GMT
I'm happy to allow this to go wherever. I do think my ego wants my ex to come back. But, I also want him back. I miss his quirkiness. He appreciated my lack of filter. I've never met a guy that didn't try to change that part of me.
I don't regret "us" at all. I've learned from him and this experience. As much as I try to move on, I can't help but wonder if he misses me too. Then, I cannot forget he seemed so sure he no longer has feelings. That was very hard to hear.
Ughhhh, why has this been so much more difficult than any other relationship? I know I'm romanticizing my memories of him. But, I'm not mistaking how I felt.
Good news is I have no desire to rebound. The thought of being with another man is not an option. I used to jump from relationship to relationship. The older I get, the more I allow myself to feel pain.
I don't regret "us" at all. I've learned from him and this experience. As much as I try to move on, I can't help but wonder if he misses me too. Then, I cannot forget he seemed so sure he no longer has feelings. That was very hard to hear.
Ughhhh, why has this been so much more difficult than any other relationship? I know I'm romanticizing my memories of him. But, I'm not mistaking how I felt.
Good news is I have no desire to rebound. The thought of being with another man is not an option. I used to jump from relationship to relationship. The older I get, the more I allow myself to feel pain.
